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Slowly Moving on...

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Hotaru

Slowly Moving on...

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It's now offically 3 weeks since Jay and I broke up. I'm doing ok. Of course I would be lying if I said that I don't cry when I think aout him. The single life is very slowly coming into focus, but for starters, I met someone. More like someone actully aproched me. It was pretty cool. Every Thursday night we go to karaoke, and I guess he's been going for a while. He came up to me and we talked. He said that I sang very well. We had a lot in common. He said that he's been going for only two months and the only reason he's been going was to see me, and I guess he finnaly work the nerve to talk to me. I was very flatterd. I haven't had anyone chase me in a long time. He's a part time dj he says. He wanted to get to knoe me and take out to dinner one night. I said sure, of course when I get know him better. He gave me his number, I've never had guy give his number unless I gave him mine. It was pretty cool. But of course I'm still cautious. Yet, in the back of my mind, Jay still lingers. I'm sure it'll be a long time untill I can honestly say I moved on. And still, I hang on to very small microscopic almost not even there hope, that maybe he'll come back. I know we're done and we'll never get back together, yet I still have hope. Is that stupid of me? I guess I'm a deep down day dreaming romantic. I still have'nt come to turms with reality. I guess I don't want to lose my self just yet.
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